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Everyday you wake up But do you ever feel like just staying in bed? You don't want to get up You don't want to face the world your in Your time would be better spent in bed Sleeping, instead of facing the life you live Whenever you wake up with high hopes They crash, like a meteor in the sky Crumbling before your very eyes So you learn to keep those hopes down low But they go to low and you get lost in yourself Before you know it your cutting Twelve on the left, seven on the right Its addicting, you can't stop Until finally your angers released and your satisfied You sleep, you wake, and it happens all over again Do you ever

The room I'm in is getting smaller Crunching me into small peices Which will be served as dinner To the demon in my tourchered soul As he eats I scream with all my might This fire red demon is eating me alive For I was not dead When he began to crunch into my broken heart Death is upon me Its to late to replace what I've lost Theres no turning back I'm already in hell I've killed the demon who ate me alive Along with my spirit, body, and soul But memories of me shall live on Thats all that survived through these steps of hell

Your feeling alone You don't want to go home No one loves you, no one cares All you have is yourself Your existence doesn't matter Your time on earth is to long Your hopes and dreams are shattered You'd be better off gone No matter what they've said No matter what they've done You still feel alone And it just feels wrong You don't want them to know The feelings you have inside So you put on a show And try your hardest to hide You can not fight the pain That you feel inside Theres no one you can talk to Cause you brush everyone aside Your time here is lost Your time here is spent Your drifting away Theres no turning back

Its late right now And I'm very tired I only have one question Why? Why is it impossible for someone to love me? Am I really that bad? Why isn't there anyone who can see through me? Who knows me better than any other lad I don't have beautiful brown hair And I don't have beautiful brown eyes I don't have a beautiful face And I don't do my makeup just right I don't have a perfect smile My personality bytes I don't have a perfect body And my abbs aren't really that tight I can't overcome you with beauty And I can't make you stop dead in your tracks I wish I could be more than I am But I'm not and I can't I know I'm not that

Do you know what love is? I don't think you do You tell it to every girl you meet And they actually think its true I love you is not just three words That you through around like a ball It means something completly different Than what your thinking at all Its not just an everyday phrase Its a commitment to the one you love Its saying your willing to take the risk Of having your heart trampled on Its saying you would be willing to marry Whoever you say it to Your giving a piece of your heart away But be careful who you give it to Even after the break up They'll still hold a warm place in your heart Because you can't escape th

You left me without even saying goodbye All I have left are memories and a torn picture Inside a locket placed securly around my neck The way you smiled, the stars in your eyes The way you walked, with such grace and elegance But like a dove, floating upon a cloud Your spirit was slowly leaving Where did you go? You faded into the darkness of the night All thats left is a body with no soul Inside a casket at the front of a church There you lay, cold and alone My broken heart cries with an arrow shot between it You left me without even saying goodbye

I cut my leg And as I bleed I think of nothing Nothing but me My mind becomes empty Nothing else matters I'm completly centralized On the blood on my leg The deplorable part of life All fades away But when the blood stops And heals on my leg It all comes back Back to me The anguish, the anger The frustration, the distress It is never bequethed Never goes forth Just like the scar I've made on my body I am the scar Within everybody These are the scars I don't want people to see This part of my heart Is the sorrowful part of me Please don't look I am so disgraced For being myself For being me This is why I hide m

Life sucks I want to give in Why am I trapped In this box Thats in my head Nobody understands No one ever will They're all to blind To see what is real Everyone always says "I understand" But do they really? I don't think they can They're not me They never will be Inside the box Thats in my head This is where My mind will stay This is where My life won't sway All hope lost Trapped beneath the sand In that blood red box That always takes me in Inside this box I will stay Until those demons Go away In that box I find my peace Then suddenly It feels like a dream A dream That I don't want to end cause when

I don't know what to do I feel so confused All my thoughts Deep inside Get jumbled up Or brushed aside I try so hard To work them out But instead My stomach Is turned inside out All I want Is for this pain to end To feel Like a normal person again Instead I wake up Wishing I was dead Feeling so hopeless Theres no point in trying I'm drowning In a pool of red My twisted thoughts Are taking over my head Spinning and spinning Out of control No time to think I'm lost in this dream